My side note — what a life, yes? Sometimes it feels like one crisis after another. I have not been diligent in allowing to Samantha to tell her story. I am so sorry. There is a darkness which has no power, but the illusion of power in our lives. I…

Where’s the tape? I can’t find it. I saw it yesterday. I know it’s where I saw it, but I don’t remember the actual space. I can see it on top of something, laying there. It’s like duct tape, but is actually called tuck tape. Tuck tape. Hehehehehe 😄. Get…

That’s me up there. It is was cold that night and I had my hair back. Also had a coat and clothes 🥴. ☺️ Seriously, that was a tough day all around. I received a text from someone I used to work with years ago. I asked her to look…

Have you ever felt panicky? Like everything’s unraveling inside and outside of you? It’s like these past few months, I mean past couple of years, I’ve felt like I’m in a nightmare. Not all the time, not every day, but when it happens…. Ugh. I’m sorry it took so long…

My grandson’s daycare worker told his parents he said the fWord several times today. Mind you my grandson is 23 1/2 months old. That’s 2 years and 1 1/2 months old. He’s only been on this earth for just over 2 years, while the day care worker (assuming she is…

I’m not sure about what’s going on. What’s stopping me from telling you this story. Sometimes it’s as though this vice, this grip on my soul — is stopping me. What is it? Oh gosh, this is so hard. Or is it? Right? Maybe I should go back to the…

What is it about loving someone that feels so good? I mean, loving a grandchild is the most of the mostest. Right? Is mostest a word? I think so. It’s on the website Definition of MOSTEST most·​est | \ ˈmō-stəst \ nonstandard, often humorous - used in place of most (as in imitation of childlike speech) …www.merriam-webster.com 😊 I look at the road we’re on. It’s supposed to be this seamless, straight path, a…

It always comes back to the telegram. I thought it wasn’t real, but there it is. Sent to a ‘medium’ called Medium. Funny isn’t it? Words always have power in one way or the other. How do we not see this? Apparently susy dodson was the one assigned to keep…

How do you soothe a hurting soul? A broken heart? A torn spirit? Oh God in heaven, do you hear the cry of the people? How do you do it? Hear the cries? The hearts wounded almost beyond repair? I’m laying, (or is it lying) here typing away on my…